Ethan was always full of life his smile was indeed infectious , I miss you standing in bedroom doorway and telling me about your day, or tell me I'm running into town I'll be back , the day you were taken away from us I wasn't able to talk to you I'll always regret that maybe I could've stopped you from going into town that morning.....I'll never know, I'll never know what REALLY happened that morning . I love you and miss you ,people say it gets better but I really don't see how....you were my only son. We ALL miss you dearly.....Bye for now